4:41 PM,Tuesday, January 30, 2007
♥ all the miles that seperate ♥

we lost the match yesterday, but we put up a good fight, alright! tsk.
anyway, the dogs are not leaving till the next two months cause they have to go for vaccination and be quarantined for 60 days before shipping them over. oh man, the wait is killing me.
oh, and we practiced sliding yesterday, woohhhhhhhhhh!




i haven't forgot about you. ^^
9:47 PM,Sunday, January 28, 2007
♥ from silent dreams you never wake ♥

lulu knows she's leaving. she knows. don't ask me how; she just knows. i'll cry myself blind. tomorrow's the match, hope we'll do well. which, of course, we will because we've been toiling ourselves off for the past few months. hope it pays off. we've worked really hard!
or maybe suicide would be another choice to consider if both situations worsen.
5:45 PM,Thursday, January 25, 2007
♥ you can only lean on me for so long ♥

okay, i think i've stopped emo-ing! but when the day comes.
when that very day comes.
so, during chemistry today... mrs ooi was talking about some condensation thing.
katherine: i don't get it. (to mrs ooi)
mrs ooi: *ignores*
me: *waves hand around wildly*
mrs ooi: yes?
me: i don't understand.
mrs ooi: *stares+silence for a long time and turns to class* please copy this down-
hahahahaha, it's so funny! oh, and katherine said, "first, there's mr say, then there's miss see. what next? mr hear, miss smell and mdm touch?" LOL.
okay, west zone=next monday. *shivers*
8:54 PM,Tuesday, January 23, 2007
♥ wash away this jet black feeling ♥

the story of The Lost Scapel and the outcome: no more pratical sessions for whole of 3/1 (including non-bio students) until it is found. how evil can they get? teachers came in one by one, saying, "if you saw your friend take it, you better tell me. if you took it, you better own up." how come they just can't include an option that the scapel is missing, eg: thrown into rubbish bin/closed between books? and what if the scapel was never found? eternal ban from the labs? tsk, seriously. tell me exactly how to find a missing scapel when you have no clue of its whereabouts? like what, take 1 hour of each day to go back to the lab and keep looking for it? when it's already not there, how can we do so? and if it's not there then we wouldn't know where it is.
sorry again to those people who got my flu/cough... clara, wanjun, rachel, katherine, annabelle and loads loads more. SORRY! ): (i secretly wanted to pass it to the 2 people who hangs out with me most but to no avail)
Her Highness called and explained to me about the dogs. blah blah blah. as if it'll make things any better. they're going anytime soon, i tell you. don't blame me if i don't play well for west zone. i did not plan for any of this to happen.
i can't breathe with you looking at me like that, so just stop.
9:24 PM,Sunday, January 21, 2007
♥ turning your back on me, you ran ♥

sorry to all those people who got my flu/cough... wanjun and clara! and some yet-to-bes.

and everytime you feel the pain
hey jude, refrain
don't carry the world upon your shoulders
for well you know that it's a fool
who plays it cool
by making this world a little colder.
are you happy now? ruining my life, breaking my self-esteem, crushing my confidence, spitting into my mind, slapping the shit out of my head. THANKS A LOT. THANKS A WHOLE LOT.
10:35 PM,Saturday, January 20, 2007
♥ the walls line the bullet holes ♥
friday.

the match.



han's.
today.



this world is shit, man. everything is crap. ftb also. ASDETM, OEIMOS. and my throat is still as sore as ever. ohman, i need some jiexin. like that is so peilin la.
you know we needed you.
but you chose not to return.
so closing the door on you, we shall.
mind your manners while you go.
6:03 PM,Thursday, January 18, 2007
♥ it's hard to find angels in hell ♥

everything was boring today la. especially bio. haha, but the school bell "remix" was funnyyyyyy! and we found out that potato=bodaedo. :o

one of the three pups. (that is leaving us very soon)


see la. my emo-ness is contagious. dunchh mess wiib miie`x. tsk. this world is so unfair and FTL (new word taught by jx) for not allowing TOO MANY dogs in flats/condos.
F-T-L! why so cruel leh... anyway, dentention was okay la. i finished english comprehension on the spot, in 1 hour. and before that we were chatting away la. baby is the best, man! he's damn lenient, i tell you. i worship him.
and clara, don't be angry, PLEASE! ):
10:50 PM,Wednesday, January 17, 2007
♥ tore my feelings like i had none ♥

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, RACHEL CHANNNNNNNNNN!
happy belated 15th birthday, jannah banana!
aiya, today has to be crowned the EMO DAY la.
for once in my life, i feel STRESSED. that sounded so wrong but it's true.
and rachel, the birthday girl, even triggered my emo-alarm off by mentioning emo reason #1.
oh mannn. i'm so stressed (but not from schoolwork).
thanks to the people who consoled me ahhh, especially jiexin, peilin and clara.
*sobs* ):
6:08 PM,Tuesday, January 16, 2007
♥ keep your soul like a secret in your throat ♥

oh man. these few days have been emo but funny at the same time laaaaaaaaaaa. during a maths today...
jiexin: omg, he doesn't know how to speak chinese! (thumbs to ervin)
clara: you take malay ah?
ervin: ya.
clara: eh, brendan, you take chinese right?
brendan: ya, of course.
clara: aiya, don't know mah. you and ervin look the same...
ervin: ya lor... but i cooler. (flicks hair)
wah, he's damn goofy and crappy la! we laughed like hell and that pissed mrs chan off. peilin even had tears in her eyes. anyway, i lost my a maths textbook! omg. i hope it's in the library/softball room/classroom or else i'm so dead la.
7:54 PM,Monday, January 15, 2007
♥ get in where you fit ♥

omg, i did something i'll never ever do again unless there's really valid reasons. i ran home! i wanted to catch So You Think You Can Dance! omg, travis and benji=total hotness la. how come you all never watch one...

travis wall.

ivan koumaev.

benji!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man, besides this, i feel. so. anyway, benji won that competition la. hot.
9:43 PM,Sunday, January 14, 2007
♥ drowning sorrow floods the deepest grief ♥

first, i would like to start this post with really sad news. my mother is importing all, yes, ALL, of the dogs to brunei! i feel so. this is so. gosh, i'm gonna miss them. especially juju! ): i hope my mother forgets. which is impossible.
anyway, tutik found this terrier and she brought it home. -.- my house is like some part-time SPCA hostel or something la, dogs just get attracted to it. we bathed him! he was friendly, bubbly and cheerful. :D what a wonderful dog. not to mention juju had to be closed behind the door or else he'll charge at wowwie (name given). he chewed on my hand but that's what dogs do la, so don't say he's fierce. his gums are itchy, that's all. so the dog was brought home by my brother's girlfriend.

it's spelt as E-M-O.


wowwie with the guests. (:


we went to jp. and i got her that Muse CD. what a stupid ingrate, not even thanking me in her blog. people will ask, "so fast you buy for her already ah!" ya lor! she will reply, "of course la. later out of stock." i mean, her birthday is on when? 18 april for heaven's sake. until that time, i will be the one feeling guilty cause everybody'll be giving her presents but not me. anyway, i'm dead broke now. i can't even fork out money to buy the physics assesment books. but nevermind la, she bought my a pencilbox that's so funny i practically screamed out with laughter.
4:45 PM,Saturday, January 13, 2007
♥ realise i was living one big lie ♥

i feel pissed off for some reasons or so! nevermind. anyway, PT yesterday was hell. okay, not really bad but the running part was kinda tiring. oh, and saying "fffff-kkking (must got accent) nice" was funny. woman with APH. omg. :o
siannnnnnnn, everything is so boring. stupid? or what. and west zone is coming soon. i feel FFF-KKKED.


AMRCD - Ambassador of No Real Chocolate for Dogs. (dogs are not supposed to eat chocolates that human beings eat except for chocolates made specially for them.)
STOP SHORTENING YOUR DOG'S LIFESPAN BY DOING SO. *chocolates are toxic to them though your dog might not show it on his/her face. try eating mothballs coated with sugar. something like that.


L-O, L-O, L-O-V-E.
i want YOU to
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP and stop the fk drawing attention to yourself!
7:11 PM,Thursday, January 11, 2007
♥ all these years will hold our promises ♥

omg. over-exposure. violation. whatever you call it. oh man. sick la.
lessons were as usual lor. there's nothing to blog about that.

face filled with happiness while using phone.


she's bringing sexy back.

werewolf!
after school, jiexin and peilin went to LAN, so i had no choice but to go to plaza with jannahhhh~~ oh ya! and we had to serve detention cause of our attires. i don't know which: hair/shirt/skirt/shoes. sighs. how fussy. anyway, i'm used to it already so i don't
BLAME her and say, "SHE CRAZY AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i won't say, "MY ATTIRE NOTHING WRONG LOR!" denying=stupid/think people are blind.
6:19 PM,Tuesday, January 9, 2007
♥ take this spike to my heart ♥

school was exceptionally tiring today. i almost fell asleep with my eyes open. that was how tiring it was. and i slept at 10 yesterday, wasn't it enough? okay, that only sums up to 6 hours of sleep. argh, and i'm cramping all over. laughed like hell during bio today. it hurts la, but it's so funny. the monokuroboo has a zip, y'know? fashion disaster magazines. hahahahahahaha, so funny. i feel like sleeping now but kx is sure gonna kill me if i do so. "HOW CAN YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT IF YOU SLEEP NOW?!" sighs. crazy woman.
omg, and i really
can wait for english lessons. it's so. y'know. lifeless. ): mrs lock is the best la! sian. sian. sian!
jannah/jannana/jaffna/LTTE/tamil tigers/banaren slipped and nearly fell just now cause she was talking bad about someone. hahahahaha so funny. on 176, i bumped into SG.
me: sorry.
jiexin: aiya, she cannot hear la. listening to music, cannot see?!
peilin: pull out her earphones and say "sorry" again.
haha. oh man, i just remembered something. training tomorrow. omg. and we have PE! what if we have to run 2.4 and
still go for training? i don't wanna talk about this now. oh, someone told me that
someone don't really like me, HOR?
8:32 PM,Monday, January 8, 2007
♥ your speech is slurred enough ♥

oh man, training was hellllllllll today. rusty already la. lucky coach never force us to run shuttle runs, or else i'd roll on the ground screaming like some. thing? anyway, my eyeballs are bursting again. it hurts leh. so tiring! and you know what time i reached home? 8:15! to think i would've reached home by 7:30, how stupid. oh, and then i
guess i said something in a voice that sounded crude to sihawe, and i had to drop twenty. hahahahaha, if peilin did post, you can read about it. sian. i am so dead already. we have so many homework to do, and here i am using the computer. okay la, go do hw then sleep already. ):

here's your pic, ginehneh! (:
3:05 PM,Sunday, January 7, 2007
♥ don't you breathe for me ♥

okay! so i went to check my friendster because of *something*, which i haven't done in like decades. oh, and if you see the "Last logged in: 2 Days Ago" that probably wasn't me. i bet it was jiexin using my account to view someone else's profile. so don't accuse me when i say, "friendster is sooooo boring already."
anyway, i read the previous testimonials cause i was freaking bored. i felt the love! from every single one of my friends, especially jiexin, peilin, clara, and rachel! omg, this is so like jiexin's thanksgiving post. jiexin, just wanna say sorry to you for being such a bitch in sec 1, and peilin, we hated each other like crazy! clara, sorryyyyyyyyy for wrong things i said. rachel... er, i've done no wrong to you, lol.
10:27 PM,Friday, January 5, 2007
♥ who was i to make you wait ♥

wow. i'm blogging on a friday night, impressive huh? anyway, johnson's getting me The Sims 2, i hope. i traded my ipod nano for that. hope he really keeps his promise! T-T i really want it, so bad.
oh, i remember one funny thing.
me: who's your english teacher?
jannah: miss huang
na. (it's miss huang, actually)
we had to attend history lesson in 3/2, so i sat in front of jannah. and then i called her "jannana" by mistake! she kicked my chair and i nearly flew to the whiteboard. damn funny laaaaa! :D
gosh, how i wish we could have our sec 2 teachers instead. for example, mrs anna chan is the best teacher, like, ever! she teaches ever so delicately and she makes me love maths soooo much. :Q though, i couldn't understand it at first, and zhihao and clara had to keep turning around to teach me, debating whose method's easier. ): hope i manage to keep up, cause i don't really wanna drop a maths! oh, and i hope mr johnson's gonna teach us chemistry cause he really teaches well. or, maybe mrs ooi but mr johnson is much more preferred. partly because jiexin is crazy over him, i'm voting for him too.
witnessed this very unsightable thing in class which kinda pissed me off. eee, wanna vomit. chey, i.am.starting.to.hate.______________________________. ): let's hope i won't be too pissed.
anyway, the radio was playing Akon's Smack That, my sick and stupid maid said, "this song. i like! what meaning smack that?" how am i suppose to answer her. and i think she knows what it means, cause she giggled this witchy giggle. trying to taunt to me. LB.
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg, THGN2 IS SUCH A LETDOWN, I HATE.
6:13 PM,Thursday, January 4, 2007
♥ no hands big enough to hold this fear ♥

finally, we were being assigned some work to do! ya lor damn shiok la. and then i played Rollercoaster Rush, it's soooooo fun! i couldn't stop. anyway, i intro-ed it to jx saying, "you gotta try this game! after you've played it, the first thing you do when you see my phone is go to Games. SERIOUS!" and she was like, "ya, right!" so who's the addictive one nowwwwwwwwwwww? then after bio, we went to west mall to eat lunch with jannah banana from banaland. hahahahaha! omg, jiexin dropped my wallet into her soup bowl! wtfffffffffffffff.

here's a pot of hunneh for you, poohhhh bear.

rejoice for life!

jiexin said this was ugly. 0_0

so how's this?

cupid tigger!

*SNNNNNNNAPPPPPPPP!* by jannah banana.
7:35 PM,Wednesday, January 3, 2007
♥ eyes vacant and stained ♥

today was the start of a new term! omggggggg, bad luck bad luck. my poor fringe. it got snipped off. ha, just kidding. i've been having this hairstyle for two years already and no teacher's ever said it was "messy". well, talking about
personal appearance, you'll
not want me to elaborate on hippo. hint: it peeks out even though she never raised it. and to think mandark was mean! ): i thought he was nice, kind, gentle, with butterflies fluttering all around, but i was wrong. he scolded us. argh. bad day, bad start.
anyway, we had a new girl coming into our class today! and peilin was to "buddy"-up with her! which means she's to be in our clique. and her name is SAMANTHA! hi, samatha. (: *waves vigorously*



ivy gave me these! (thanks, if you're reading this!)


*C-U-D-D-L-E*

look, palm's size!


camera shy.
1:26 PM,Tuesday, January 2, 2007
♥ these tiresome paper dreams ♥

school's starting tomorrow! omg! i thought today was only monday and that'll give me more time to fix my hair but NO! today is indeed tuesday. oh mannnnnnn, i don't feel like wasting money but i would never go to school with dyed hair (even if it means skipping school). i mean how could i possibly? that's really stupid cause once you step into the school, teachers'd be glaring at you and approaching you. but phew, i constantly thank God that mr tan is not in this school. someday i'd get heart attack just because i know he exists.
4:49 AM,Monday, January 1, 2007
♥ new year ♥

yay, happy new year! how miserable to be spending it at home huh? but it's better to watch the clock anxiously and to screech to each other, "HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR~~" when it strucks 12 than to sleep right? haha, we ate steamboat from 8-10:30! imagine talking calming about things one minute and the next minute, everyone's yelling and running around the whole house, banging open doors and getting high. (i wasn't one of them) anyway, we saw fireworks from the window at jurong east. imagine everyone crowding around the window and commenting, "wah. so pretty!" i'm not really a fireworks fanatic but it's really kinda nice.
i hope i get The Sims 2!

we really intended to play badminton. but the sky looked kinda dark...

spot the fake tigger!
anddddddddddddddddd now i'm like super bored at homeeee. rotting like a dead corspe left out in the sun, growing mold and algae. -.- no wonder i had anticipated school to start early. I CAN'T STAND DOING NOTHING IN THIS BORING HOUSE ANYMORE. there's no ps2, scv or whatever! at least i get to keep myself busy complaining, "school was so tiring." or "***** was sooo naggy." or whatever laaaa. anyway, i read this nice book called Easy and it's contents were a bit like JailBait! remember?! i'm gonna bring it when school reopens. peilin and jiexin'll be fighting to read it. anyway, i'm missing you guys but too lazy to sms! :x