10:01 PM,Sunday, January 29, 2006


♥ the raging love, story of my life ♥

errr i dun suppose you want me to start with "Happy Chinese New Year! My beloved friend, I wish you have a great year ahead of you." with a sick smile plastered on my face. nah i won't even if you want me to. why?
1) I got 53 bucks from stingy relatives. STINGY, not thrifty. stingy means you save money like crazy. thrifty means you save money but not going overboard. honestly... what were you doing during english lessons?
2) we (alex, johnson, kaixin and i) had to use our own ang pow money to give those children cause there's too many children there. wth. are they sows, hamsters, fish or what? breeding a whole singapore...

wooh i'm watching 'Bullet in a Bible' again. shit la. no money. eh there's a song 'Green Day' by Green Day. really! just that it's really hard to find.




9:53 PM,Sunday, January 22, 2006


♥ city lights coming down over me ♥

jiexin's new year resolution should be: STOP REMINDING KENNY ABOUT HER NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

God.

i am ever so bored.
i want my mummy now.
i don't wanna attend that english remedial.

SPEAKING OF THAT! my english sucks that much? correction: I SUCK AT GRAMMER. grammer was created by granny grammer. lol. tuesdays were nice days until... i have to attend mrs lock's remedials. yeah, i admit i'm crazy over wanting a tutor. but a PRIVATE TUTOR. when mrs lock called out my name, jiexin turned from her faraway land and gave me the shocked look. I KNOW I KNOW!! oh mannn. my tuesdays are deprived! argh! :/
SHIT LA.

aiya, i have to top up my ez-link card. when i got off the bus it was "$0.00". i gave it an exasperated look and the person beside me shifted uncomfortably, as if i would smack him any moment out of infuriation.




6:53 PM,Saturday, January 21, 2006


♥ stuck in a moment which wasn't meant to last ♥

jiexin bought AYUMI HAMASAKI's album. but i don't think i really care, y'know? she is crazy over AYUMI HAMASAKI. yeah and whenever i talk about BoA, jiexin says, "SHE SUCKS!" i mean, AYUMI HAMASAKI doesn't have any links to BoA. jiexin is probably just a freak. maybe she stalks AYUMI HAMASAKI.

planned to go out with candice cause nobody's free. so this was our schedule:
sunday - candice has guitar lessons
monday - CCAs
tuesday - i have tuition
wednesday - the FREE day
thursday - my mum's coming back
friday - CCAs

friday, 20 january
went to plaza with NORFI, eugene, shaqif, alvin HO (hoho) and azreen. and we went to long john but i was MONEY-LESS. fine. penny-less. but whatever.

and i'm bored. not hungry. thanks to all well-wishers who dropped food for my BELOVED dogs. i kneel down and worship you, kind human.




9:41 PM,Monday, January 16, 2006


♥ i'll keep you my dirty little secret ♥

hey people. (:
so freaking happy cause alex fixed his vcd player and i can FINALLY watch 'Winter Sonata'!! wooohhh... i know. billie joe still rocks.

jiexin and i played 'tell the truth'. and peilin butted in and said, "i have alot of secrets," and we both just kept quiet. LAUGH OUT LOUD. :D
um, okay. i manicured jiexin's nails on sunday.

went to republic poly and that guy spoke for a 'short' 2 hours. we passed time quickly cause we kept disturbing sebastian, vernon, phillip and muiting's bro.

sevak was angry with me last friday cause i called him turban head (i know, i'm mean but i'm reflecting alright?!). HE THREW THE HARD PAPER BALL AT ME FIRST. whatever. and when mdm liew spoke about making rockets, he got freaking excited and said, "HI KENNY~~" and i replied coldly, "i thought you angry with me?" and he said, "I WAS." we played silent battle with our pepsi bottles (for rockets).

okay. buh bye.




8:02 PM,Sunday, January 15, 2006


♥ swing from the tangles of my heart ♥

kalaivani (xnps 6F '04) waved to me. SHE REMEMBERS ME! i've been waving to her for 2 times already and she hadn't responded until today. saw hairullah at pm just now.

went jp with ah tong. and we bought things. she can bargain!! bought a tigger home. we bought mr. x. and when she went home i took bus with her for a stop and i got off and i walked home. it started to rain and i got drenched. 20 plus left in my bank.

and i like snowflakes cause i found out they are real. i thought snow was round. sorry. eric chow scolded me and told me not to be dumb.

...




11:53 PM,Sunday, January 8, 2006


♥ open up, dig way down deep ♥

i went to jp with my lib books and i forgot to bring the rest.

went home at about 1. and i went to jp at about 3:30. meeting jx to buy that vocab assesment. it was the last one. or so the only one i saw. whatever. it was what learner's publisher. and i bought math workbook.

kay. so i bought a marshmallow tigger cushion. saw my shoe, it costed 74 there but i bought it for 93. whatever. and i bought hairband and rubberband. and i did something really embarassing. not burping, farting, shitting, making ugly faces, etc. it's worse and you won't imagine it. never.

so umm we were at sembawang (the shop) to see cds. and i was looking for Saw Loser's new album. heard Mr Know-It-All?

eh i tell you, i'm singing to Lifehouse - Blind. it's damn sad la! :/




9:30 PM,Saturday, January 7, 2006


♥ trace this nightmare ♥

argh. my mood is getting worse and worse by day.

YESTERDAY, I COULDN'T GET TO SLEEP!!! till morning. looked in mirror and saw dark circles, making me more pms-y than ever. and jiexin didn't wanna go out. the sims got lagged and everything i accumulated was deleted.

JIMMY DIED TODAY.
HE BLEW HIS BRAINS OUT INTO THE BAY.
IN THE STATE OF TRUST,
IT'S MY OWN PRIVATE SUICIDE.

at the interchange, saw melvin but he was quiet that i walked off. saw jieqiang and we spoke about our grades and school.

I WILL STUDY HARD!




7:54 PM,Sunday, January 1, 2006


♥ the way she feels inside ♥

i'm happy! (:
went to lot one to buy shoes. jiexin cheated on me. there was no nike dunks there. sighs. had to buy the pink nike sport shoes. nevermind la! i forgive you. brought 200 and i'm left with a few shillings. i topped up 50 bucks for no reason?! i dunno how to use that mrt thingy machine and i just slot 50 bucks in, thinking i'll get a change. -0-

okay. bought loads of things. went to eat at macs. went back to shop again. sighs. THIS IS LIFE. ^^





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KENNY. (:

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